Busy.

Wow. really busy since moving in on monday. counselor's camp was really non stop action packed. went through the games, couldnt play the most exciting games. =( oh well. 2 years in a row, i wont get to play the slope. guess its my fate. late nites n early mornings really makes it seemed like an operation to me. back in army was planning till late, moving out for exercises, coming back late and clean up.

Got to know more people. q fun playing around. totally love counselor's dance. too bad i wont get to dance in the dance that i helped choreo-ed. well. at least there's a hip hop dance i get to dance to. but i totally love the masks especially at the ugly side part. ahhh... hope it will turn out nice.

I think that i will try for toronto once i find out whether the two level 3 modules can be handled by a year 2 student. guess my study path will be different from the others le. alone for most parts. is it ok? will i survive? only time will tell.

it's onli 2 more days to orientation.

trying my best to talk properly. >.<

awake. thoughts.

wow. im still awake. prob because i finished a mj session at 5 plus and i gotta go out at 7 plus. been awake since 12plus saturday afternoon. OMGOSH. feeling totally tired and hungry now. took the time to pack stuff for hall for i foresee i will sleep once i come back later. nothing much left to pack except my fish tank, laptop, speakers and food. dam. its a lot of stuff. how to carry up 4 stories!!! @#^#$^#$!@#$ And i cannot exert myself. >.<

4 weeks more till sch starts. i started looking at the modules n planned many different versions for my timetable. if i am to minor, i definitely gotta take the lvl 3 mod this sem. and the best scenarios i can have is either...

1. 5 modules with exams on the 25th 26th 27th 28th Nov and 2nd Dec and 4 day week

2. 4 modules with exams on the 25th 26th 28th Nov and 2nd Dec plus 5 day week plus lab report every week.

3. 5 modules with exams on the 25th 27th 27th 28th Nov and 2nd Dec and 4 day week

WTH!!!!

I have a feeling my coursemates wun be taking this same mods as me. Time to meet new people i guess.

ok. i think i am not gonna go out anymore. too tired and hungry.

tml is moving in day. o_O
looking forward yet not looking forward to it.

i wanna dance during orientation but am told by the dentist not to exert myself too much. was told to avoid crowds as much as possible. was told to rest and just show face during camp n orientation. haiz. but i have to do my best to avoid stuff to prevent mum from worrying. y cant my operation been done earlier.

ok. ROARRRRRRRRR. im having mixed feelings.

psst.

2 more weeks till the removal of the plastic and metal on my upper jaw. den i can start my chewing! phew. all's well but i still cannot exert too much just in case. after the 6th week, i can slowly start to do physical stuff. yeah.

not supposed to talk to much. but today talked a lot. lunch at soup spoon. walk ard orchard. cut. dinner at ya's house. gosh. she can cook. o_O

yes sn. i will consider toronto. think goin overseas will be good. maybe something i can look forward too.

dreams are there for you to achieve. have conviction.

Headache.

Just checked NUS mail. There's a joint programme between NUS and University of Toronto for Environmental Biology. Quite cool. Year 1 year 2 clear the required mods (1 level one and 2 level 3 mods) then end of year 2 apply for the programme. If accepted, the whole of year 3 will be spent at University of Toronto studying 4 modules. Come back for honours in year 4. Sounds very very cool!!

But this means that i have gotta take two extra lsm mods this year on top of my CONFIRM CHOP SUPER HIGH INTENSE MEMORISING N TIME CONSUMING level 2 mods. Bidding period is like in 2 weeks time. Gosh. What should i do?

Sometimes, I wonder why didn't i go overseas to study. Singapore is just too competitive. Muggers everywhere. Haiz.

If i did go overseas, I wouldnt have met the people i know right now.

Does it matter?

I have no answer to that right now.

Will that be the best for me?

Dunno.

Confused.

Unchanged.

Days still ticking away. It's now the 4th week after my operation. Wow. Time really pass very fast.

It takes two hands to clap.

It takes two to have a conversation.

It just needs an effort from both sides.

Guess nothing has changed since then.

Slacking.

For the past few days, I have been chionging Cabal. Up skill level and character level. Really shag.
Watching One Piece at the same time. Had to say, some episodes were totally brainless and funny. But it was kind of hard for me to laugh and it was tough trying to restrain the laughter. =(

Thursday will be the day where my dentist will decide whether I am able to go for camp. o_O

Doing nothing.

It's been a week. Today went for checkup again. Doctor say recovering well. Rubber bands still not removed. It is to hold the jaws together to make sure the biting is correct. Oh well. At least i can still eat.

Everyday...
Wake Up.
Eat lunch.
Play Cabal.
Watch tv at night.
Play Cabal.
Read book.
Sleep @ 3-4 am.

Wat a life. Porridge everyday. Lucky got pork floss to add to it. If not, i will die die die. Oh well. Still thinking of how to source for porridge when i go back hall to stay. Hope by that time i can at least eat kway teow or mee. Next week, my dentist will tell me whether i should go for councillor camp. >.<

BORING LIFE.

Road to Recovery.

Finally, the dentist removed the rubber bands that were holding my lower and upper jaw together. Can finally separate my teeth. However, it's still kind of sore at both jaws and just opening of my mouth was a pain. Nevertheless, I was glad. Finally i can take in congee and food. The hunger is just killing me.

Took a X-ray. The dentist showed my orginal bite and my new bite. My teeth is perfect! =D

Just when i thought consuming congee was a joy, I found it hard to consume it. My dentist told me not to open my mouth too big as the bone on both jaw is still soft and there's only the screws and plates to hold it in place. Felt dam sian. As i was at the food court waiting to eat but in the end i cant eat. No choice had to bring the food home. Decided to further blend the congee and use the syringe and insert the tube past my teeth into my mouth. Finally, it worked and i managed to consume the porridge.

Felt some pain on the jaws after removal of the rubber bands. Still debating whether to go for councillor camp. Will try my best to drink lots of milk and stuff like that. Oh well.

Food.

I wish to make salad. Bake cookies. Cook something nice.
RArr.

Ladies. It's a choice for weight loss.

Went to measure my weight and stuff like that.
Before operation: 55kg
After 5 days of not consuming food and only able to consume liquid food: 51kg

Muscle mass went down considerably. Im considered below average. >.<
Fat level is still low though.
When i can start to open my mouth, I am definitely gonna chiong my congee and porridge and campbell soup.